…To be consistent?
For me it takes a lot of commitment. And that is something I don’t have. I have really been slacking off in my relationship with God. To the point where I wouldn’t acknowledge him at ALL. Its shameful and I am ashamed. He is such a great God and a loving God, and he doesn’t deserve this treatment from me at all.
On Sunday (June13) I went to church for the first time in six weeks. And it wasn’t to my home church either. I no longer feel like its my home, I don’t feel the fellowship there. Don’t get me wrong my pastor is the best. I just feel like I don’t belong to that family anymore and it is kind of sad.
I took my frustration out on God and its not fair b/c he does not do that to me! So for now I will be church hopping until I find a place to call Home.